I'm Lost, I Need Change

**A poem by Maria Thalmann extracted from www.poemhunter.com

It's something I read at random that accidentally hit me hard. So I decided to share the words that expressed the thoughts I failed to speak..

I'm lost in a darkness as dark as the night
but lighter then the stars above 
I'm lost in a memory that once were
but now is gone far away
I'm lost in the sadness after the dark
but live my life with laughter
I'm lost in this world, so beautiful it is
but it takes my life from me
I'm lost in myself and so confused
that my heart is broken in two
It's dark, it's light
it's noon, it's night
everything is changing but me
I'm lost in a life so still and slow
that my heart stops beating soon
I'm lost in a town where my heart isn't placed
and without my heart I can't live
I need my life back, 
I need to change, 
I need to get out of here
I'm lost in this place where i don't belong
And if I stay my breathing will stop
Therefore I go 
out into the world
to a place greater then here
There I am lost in a big new world
But my heart will be with me again
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