Have you ever woken up and thought "How the hell did my life come to this??". I have. Almost everyday. I don't know how I got to where I am. Living a life that doesn't feel like mine. I don't have a place to call home and everybody in my life seems to be occupied with much more important things and shouldn't be bothered. I feel unbelievably dispensable. It's stupid, I know, but it is what it is and I feel how I feel. Now what?? What the hell am I going to do with my life?? It's another stupid crossroad. I have no idea what to do. I don't even know where to start. I've been screaming for help but there is no one there to listen. I don't know how I got into this rut and frankly, I don't have the slightest idea how to get the hell out of it.
